'I have never truly felt cherished by a lover': Lady Gaga laments her bad romances... and fears she will end up alone
By Donna Mcconnell
Last updated at 3:34 PM on 29th November 2011
Lady Gaga has opened up in her most revealing interview yet and lamented her track record of bad romances.
While the multimillion selling recording artist laments that she’s tone-deaf about relationships and might be ticketed for a lifetime of singlehood.
In a stunning admission she told Vanity Fair: 'I have never felt truly cherished by a lover. I have an inability to know what happiness feels like with a man.'
This may come as some surprise to new paramour Taylor Kinney. The singer has been linked to the Vampire Diaries actor for several months.
Gaga, 25, pictured on the cover of Vanity Fair in a stunning red concoction with a matching headdress said that while her romances start out full of promise, they rarely last
Bad romances: Lady Gaga gave an interview about her love life - revealing her fears that she will end up alone
She said: 'I have this effect on people where it starts out good.
Fears: Lady Gaga fears she may never find love
'Then when I’m in these relationships with people who are also creative, or creative in their own way, what happens is the attraction is initially there and it’s all unicorns and rainbows. And then they hate me.'
Gaga said she’s endured emotional break-ups that have been followed up with impromptu proposals.
But her typically candid response is: 'How f***in’ romantic, you a**hole. Sure pop a ring on my finger and make it all better.
The multimillionaire singer said: 'I can buy myself a f***in’ ring!'
Gaga was believed to have been engaged to ex Luc Carl.
Yet during and interview with on The Graham Norton Show in May, she announced: 'No, I don't have a boyfriend and haven't been on any dates recently.'
Their on/off romance came to an end several years ago, before rekindling their relationship temporarily in July 2010.
At the time she said: 'I've really never loved anyone like I loved him. Or like I love him.
'That relationship really shaped me. I sort of resolved that if you can't have the guy of your dreams, there are other ways to give love.'
But maybe the truth is simply, that the self-confessed workaholic has said her career will always come before a man.
And if she had to choose before love and music - Gaga, whose fans are known as her 'Little Monsters' said she'd pick them every time.
And it seems her addiction to life in the spotlight could be the root cause of her relationship problems.
Blossoming love? Taylor Kinney starred in Gaga video You And I
She added: 'If I’m supposed to end up like some crazy casualty, then that’s my destiny. I love show business. I need it. It’s like breath.
With the world at her feet, and a bank balance to much, it's no surprise that Alpha female Gaga can be intimidating to potential suitors.
'Perhaps it’s a "whose d**k-is-bigger" contest.
'If I go to the piano and write a quick song and play it back, they are angry with how fast and effortless it is.
She added: 'I think what it really is, is that I date creative people. And I think that’s what intimidates them is not my purse, it’s my mind.'
Failed love: Drummer Luc Carl split with Lady Gaga earlier this year
The singer revealed that one past love Gaga warned her she’ll end her days as a lonely old woman.
'You will die alone in a house bigger than you know, with all your money and hit records, and you will die alone,' he said.
But she added:'That’s who I am, and I don’t apologise for it. But it’s a hideous place to be in when someone that you love has convinced you that you will never be good enough for anyone.'
The lonely star said: 'I only know the happiness of putting a smile on someone’ s face from the stage.'
The January issue of Vanity Fair is on sale Friday, December 2nd.
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