Defiant Demi Lovato on how she conquered self-harming hell

'My scars are battle wounds': Defiant Demi Lovato on how she conquered self-harming hell

By Mike Larkin

Last updated at 4:57 AM on 3rd December 2011


As a troubled youth she used to slit her wrists to deal with depression and her raging emotions.

And Demi Lovato has revealed she is proud of the tattoos that cover her scars, as it proves she has overcame her problems.

The controversial singer and actress, who last year again turned to self harming, makes the revelations in this months edition of Glamour magazine, where she shows off her curves in a revealing photoshoot.

Ink-redibly proud: Demi Lovato has revealed she is extremely pleased with her tattoos because they prove she has overcame her problems

Demi, 19, who self-mutilated from the age of 11, said: 'I think scars are like battle wounds - beautiful, in a way.

'They show what you’ve been through and how strong you are for coming out of it.

'My tattoos say "Stay strong," "Stay" on one [wrist] and "strong" on the other.

Exciting: Demi is just one of a host of stars in this month's edition

'Now I’m able to look at them and be thankful for being alive.'

The stars erratic behaviour in 2010 , which included punching a backing dancer for her ex-boyfriend Joe's band the Jonas Brothers, led to her staying in rehab earlier this year.

And she said her rehabilitation has made her a better person.

She said: 'I think that I’ve been blessed over the past year to be able to start over.'

Demi had previously revealed she had been treated for bulimia and self injury following an intervention involving her family and management.

But now she is recovering from her woes she also revealed she is looking for a lover who can help her with her issues.

She said: 'Someone who’s not only supportive in my career but also in my [emotional] recovery.

Tattoo beautiful: The Latina lovely gave a tantalising glimpse of shoulder in this shot from her photoshoot

'It’s a big responsibility dating me. Because I come with a little bit of baggage, you know?

'I’m completely open. I’m honest about the journey I’ve been on, so I definitely don’t take dating lightly anymore. And they have to make me laugh!”

The sexy singer also revealed her top ten single Skyscraper was her way of sticking it to people who had been cruel to her.

She said: 'It’s to every person who tried to bring me down.

'Everyone has the bully or the mean girl or the ex-boyfriend who tried to bring them down.

'For me, I think of the people who really weren’t there for me when I went into treatment.

'It was a really dark time for me because I had only a few people—I had surrounded myself with so many artificial friendships. It’s about those people too.'

To find out more about Demi's fascinating Glamour interview click here


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Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato's audition tapes emerge, Before they were Disney stars

Before they were Disney stars! Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato's audition tapes emerge

By Jade Watkins

Last updated at 6:00 PM on 1st December 2011

But before they were famous, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato were just young girls with big dreams of breaking into the showbiz scene.

In unearthed video clips, the trio are all seen auditioning for the Disney roles that turned them into household names.

In her first audition tape, Miley, who is now 19, is seen at the tender age of 12.

Before she was famous: Flashing her pearly whites through her wide smile, Miley Cyrus reads lines in an audition tape for the hit Disney TV show Hannah Montana, which eventually catapulted her to stardom

Flashing her pearly whites through a wide smile, Miley reads lines for the hit Disney TV show Hannah Montana that eventually catapulted her to stardom.

Confident, the brunette perfectly delivers her lines perfectly in a strong Southern drawl.

For a second audition in front of casting directors, Miley wears a fun printed t-shirt and has her hair perfectly coiffed.

Thumbs up: For a second audition in front of casting directors, Miley wears a fun printed t-shirt and has her hair perfectly coiffed

'Hey, I am Miley Cyrus and I am 12-years-old,' she introduces herself.

As she reads her scene, she manages to raise several laughs from the crowd.

In a third audition tape, Miley reads with her father Billy Ray Cyrus, who went on to become her on-screen dad on the show.

The father and daughter duo are seen doing a special secret handshake in their scene before sharing a cuddle.

The pair also do a musical number, singing a duet while Billy plays an acoustic guitar.

Duo: In a third audition tape, Miley reads with her father Billy Ray Cyrus, who went on to become her on-screen dad on the show

Embrace: The father and daughter duo are seen sharing a cuddle

In her fourth and final audition tape, Miley is asked questions by her casting director before turning it into an improv session.

Despite her near flawless tests for the show, surprisingly Miley was told she was too young and too small for the part.

However, after much perseverance and an incredible singing skill, producers of the show continued to ask her back.

Creative: In her fourth and final audition tape, Miley is asked questions by her casting director before turning it into an improv session

Miley ended up getting the lead part and producers changed the character's name to Miley Stewart.

In her own audition tape, Selena Gomez is seen trying out for another Disney TV show, Wizards Of Waverly.

With her dark brunette locks swept back, the adorable 12-year-old reads scenes about suffering from a toothache.

Her audition clearly proved to be a success, as Selena, also now 19, went on to be cast as one of the show's three main characters, Alex Russo, in 2007.

Cute: In her own audition tape, Selena Gomez is seen trying out for another Disney TV show Wizards Of Waverly

With super straight dark hair, a perfect complexion and precisely groomed eyebrows, fresh-faced Demi Lovato showed that she had the perfect amount of innocence and allure to do teen comedy in her audition tape for Sonny With A Chance.

Dressed in a sophisticated blue dress, Demi, now also 19, gives an effervescence performance.

Demi auditioned for the series in the summer of 2007.

She also read lines for the Disney Channel television film Camp Rock the same day, and ended up getting both parts.

Fast forward to 2011, these days Demi is still throwing herself into work on the stage and screen but after some recent tough times.

Demi had a stint in a treatment centre last year in order to deal with body image and personal issues.

Ouch! With her dark brunette locks swept back, the adorable teen reads scenes about suffering from a toothache

A year has, however, passed since she admitted herself to rehab - and recently Demi opened up to Latina Magazine about her life-changing decision:

'I thought I was going to lose everything when I checked myself into treatment. ... I didn't know if I would have a career at all when I came home,' she said.

'I can honestly say I'm glad I hit rock bottom when I did. ... I see a lot of young people in this industry who feel entitled because they haven't hit rock bottom yet. I feel blessed when I get an opportunity now.'

But it wasn't the singer's idea from the get-go. She went on to explain: 'It was influenced by management, publicists and family.

Perfect: Demi Lovato showed that she had the perfect amount of innocence and allure to do teen comedy in her audition tape for Sonny With A Chance

'But they were all bringing up a good point: What teens need most is someone they can relate to — someone they connect with on serious subjects like eating disorders, cutting, bipolar disorder, depression and bullying...

'Why wouldn't I be honest about it so I could help someone else?'

Similarly Miley has come under considerable controversy since her big break into the entertainment scene.

In 2008, provocative images of the singer emerged on the internet after a teenager hacked into her email account.

Then, in 2010, a video of Cyrus leaked onto the internet where she was seen at the age of 16 giving movie producer Adam Shankman a lap dance.

In the same year, more footage emerged, this time where Miley was seen smoking what she said was the psychoactive plant salvia.

Success: She also read lines for the Disney Channel television film Camp Rock the same day and ended up getting both parts

Despite the substance being legal in California and the teen being at the legal age to smoke it, it created an uproar.

And just last week, Miley once again came under fire after she called herself a 'stoner' and a 'pothead' as she was presented with a Bob Marley cake at her birthday party.

Caught on camera, Miley appeared to admit that she was a heavy marijuana user.

Video footage showed Miley saying: 'You know you're a stoner when your friends make you a Bob Marley cake,' the former Disney starlet said in video obtained by The Daily. 'You know you smoke way too much f**king weed!'

My have they grown! Miley, Demi and Selena, seen here left to right on the red-carpet, are all now 19-years-old

Fashion Police host and friend Kelly Osbourne is seen responding to Miley's comments by laughing, 'I thought salvia was your problem!'

Since the story emerged, Miley's representation has said that it was a joke: 'It's all been taken out of context. The cake was a joke and Miley's response was intended to be sarcastic.'

Selena, meanwhile, has managed to avoid any controversy during her rise to fame, however her boyfriend, Justin Bieber, recently made headlines after a fan by the name of Mariah Yeater claimed that he was the father of her baby.

Bieber recently took a paternity test and is now awaiting the results.

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Demi Lovato - Sophia Vergara - Shakira at Latin Grammy Awards + Winners List

Daring Demi Lovato puts her body confidence issues well behind her as she slips into a VERY plunging plum gown for Latin Grammy Awards

By Jade Watkins

Last updated at 12:19 PM on 11th November 2011

She has had issues with body image in the past, contributing to her stint in a treatment centre last year.

But there was no doubt that Demi Lovato was well and truly confident in her skin tonight, as she stepped onto the red-carpet at the 12th annual Latin GRAMMY Awards at the Mandalay Bay Resort & Casino in Las Vegas.

In fact, the 19-year-old Disney star stole the show, in her very plunging plum gown.

Mind the gap! Demi Lovato was well and truly confident in her skin tonight, as she stepped onto the red-carpet at the Latin Grammy Awards in a plunging plum gown

Standing out: All eyes were on the teenager, whose deep V-gap at the front of the frock showed off acres of chest and décolletage

All eyes were on the teenager, whose deep V-gap at the front of the frock showed off acres of chest and decolletage.


The stunning singer and actress let the daring dress do all the talking by simply pairing the look with a moonstone cocktail ring and some chandelier earrings.

She also had toned down her recently dyed bright red hair to a more classic richer chestnut hue.

Simple accessorising: The stunning singer and actress let the daring dress do all the talking by simply pairing the look with a moonstone cocktail ring and some chandelier earrings

Pretty locks: She also had toned down her recently dyed bright red hair to a more classic richer chestnut hue

As time passes Demi has been changing herself inside and out one step at a time.

A year has passed since admitting herself to rehab - and recently she opened up to Latina Magazine about her life-changing decision:

'I thought I was going to lose everything when I checked myself into treatment. ... I didn't know if I would have a career at all when I came home,' she said.

On again: Demi's on/off boyfriend Wilmer Valderrama was also present at the awards night tonight, looking handsome in a black tuxedo jacket that he wore with an open neck shirt, which matched Demi's dress

From plum to purple: Demi took to the stage in a grape coloured dress to perform with Pablo Alboran

'I can honestly say I'm glad I hit rock bottom when I did. ... I see a lot of young people in this industry who feel entitled because they haven't hit rock bottom yet. I feel blessed when I get an opportunity now.'

But this wasn't the singer's idea from the get-go. She went on to explain: 'It was influenced by management, publicists and family.

'But they were all bringing up a good point: What teens need most is someone they can relate to — someone they connect with on serious subjects like eating disorders, cutting, bipolar disorder, depression and bullying...

Dazzling: Sophia Vergara showing off her curves in a silver strapless gown

Flawless: The dress clung to the actress's curves in all the right places

'Why wouldn't I be honest about it so I could help someone else?'

And lately it looks like Demi's love live is also going great.

Last month, the Skyscraper singer was caught in a serious smooch session with her 31-year-old ex-beau and That 70's star Wilmer Valderrama outside of his Los Angeles home.

He was also present at the awards night tonight looking handsome in a black tuxedo jacket that he wore with an open neck shirt, which matched Demi's dress.

After spending two months in the treatment facility for 'emotional and physical issues,' Demi reportedly reunited with the actor in late January.

Golden girl: Singer Shakira also went for a strapless number, but instead opted for a gold hue

Curves: The 34-year-old's gown featured a bedazzled bodice, which also tended to accentuate her cleavage

Meanwhile, back on the red-carpet Sophia Vergara showed off her curves in a silver strapless gown.

The 39-year-old Modern Family star did a series of sexy poses as she preened for the camera in the sizzling number.

The dress clung to the actress's curves in all the right places, especially accentuating her derriere and bust line.

Performance: Later in the night, the singer slipped into yet another strapless dress to take to the stage

The sexy star paired the ensemble with equally dazzling diamonds, consisting of a pair hooped earrings, a large tennis bracelet and knuckleduster ring.

Making sure not to go too over the top, the TV actress wore her hair out in a subtle wave and had natural looking make-up expertly applied to her complexion.

Singer Shakira also went for a strapless number, but instead opted for a gold hue.

Off the mark? The second ensemble seemingly swamped her tiny figure

The 34-year-old's gown featured a bedazzled bodice, which also tended to accentuate her cleavage.

The shade of the dress almost matched her golden hair, which she wore swept up in an up-do.

She paired the look with just a mere pair of chandelier earrings in matching gold.

Those hips don't lie! Shakira also slipped into a pair of tight black trousers and a sheer top to perform one of three of her numbers

Later in the night, the singer slipped into yet another strapless dress to take to the stage and perform.

But her second ensemble seemingly swamped her tiny figure.

The dropped hemline on the pink diamante encrusted gown appeared to have shorten the 5'2 star.

Sexy moves: She made sure to show plenty of her famous dance moves during the performance

She still however had a ball onstage, flouncing her silk skirt around to full effect.

Shakira performed three songs during the night, including her hit song Loca.

Later she slipped into a pair of tight black trousers and a sheer top to take to the stage, and made sure to show plenty of her famous dance moves with plenty of hip and booty shaking.

Goddess in green: Like Demi, actress Zoe Saldana also made a grand entrance looking gorgeous in a green sequined gown

Shakira was also honored as the Latin Grammys Person of the Year on the night.

She was presented the award by actress Vergara, who Shakira revealed she used to once live close to in the town of Barranquilla, Colombia.

Accepting the accolade she said: 'What better than to receive it from Sofia, we lived closed to each other in Barranquilla, that's what people don't know. This is without a doubt one of the most important moments of my life.'

Different looks: Mexican singer and actress Paulina Rubio had a fashion flop in her glittering dress, while Sandra Echeverria looked ready to party in her mini-dress

Is that you J-Lo? Former Cheetah Girl and girlfriend of Robert Kardashian also went daring for the event in a Jennifer Lopez-inspired gown

Like Demi, actress Zoe Saldana also made a grand entrance, looking gorgeous in a green sequined gown.

The emerald dress was the perfect cut for the 33-year-old's petite figure, and she opted to wear zero accessories, making sure to not take the attention away from the dress.

Mexican singer and actress Paulina Rubio on the other hand had a fashion flop in her glittering dress.

Long and lovely: Model and TV host Chiquinquira Delgado, actress Arlene Tur and Tanya Charry all looked stunning in their array of floor-length gowns

The 40-year-old's gown featured an unflattering criss-cross at the front, and odd fin detailing at the hips.

Ready to party was fellow Mexican singer/actress Sandra Echeverria, who stepped out in a very short corseted frock.

The 26-year-old showed plenty of leg in the party dress, which she paired with gunmetal Christian Louboutin stilettos and a metallic clutch.

Lovely in lace: Singer Paula Fernandes and Journalist Barbara Bermudo were both sizzling in their lace trimmed gowns

Former Cheetah Girl and girlfriend of Robert Kardashian also went daring for the event in a Jennifer Lopez-inspired gown.

The outfit featured cut-outs at the side, which showed off her toned stomach.

In fact the 28-year-old was such a dead ringer for the American Idol judge, especially with her hair slicked back in a tight bun.

Fun times: Lopez's ex-husband Marc Anthony also took to the stage during the night, with rapper Pitbull

Lopez's ex-husband Marc Anthony also took to the stage during the night, with both rapper Pitbull and Shakira.
Winners included Puerto Rican urban music duo Calle 13, who won a whopping six out of 10 awards they were up for.
Other winners included Paquito D'Rivera, who won two awards including Best Latin Jazz Album, and Ruben Blades, who won Best Salsa Album.

Close: Marc also performed with Shakira who was honored as the Latin Grammys Person of the Year

WINNERS OF THE LATIN GRAMMY AWARDS 2011

Record of the year: "Latinoamerica," Calle 13
Album of the year: "Entren Los Que Quieran," Calle 13
Song of the year: "Latinoamerica," Calle 13
New artist: Sie7e
Female pop vocal album: "Sale el Sol," Shakira
Male pop vocal album: "En Primera Fila," Franco De Vita
Pop album by a duo or group with vocal: "Alex, Jorge y Lena," Alex, Jorge y Lena
Urban music album: "Entren Los Que Quieran," Calle 13
Urban song: "Baile de Los Pobres," Calle 13
Rock album by a duo or group with vocal: "Drama y Luz," Mana
Rock song: "Labios Rotos," Zoe
Alternative music album: "Musica De Fondo: MTV Unplugged," Zoe
Alternative song: "Calma Pueblo," Rafa Arcaute and Calle 13
Latin jazz album: "Panamericana Suite," Paquito D'Rivera
Folk album: "Deja La Vida Vola: En Gira," Mercedes Sosa
Best Tropical Song: "Vamo' a Portarnos Mal," Calle 13
Best Regional Mexican Song: "A Donde Vamos a Parar," Marco Antonio Solis

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Kelly Rowland, Britney Spears and Zoe Saldana lead the fashion pack as the ladies turn to the dark side at the MTV Awards

By Sophie Forbes

Last updated at 11:43 AM on 29th August 2011


She has been charming Britain with her witty personality and sparkling charisma as a judge on the X Factor.

And last night Kelly Rowland returned to the U.S stepping out in style at the MTV Video Music Awards.

The former Destiny's Child singer looked absolutely show-stopping in her plunging Falguni & Shane Peacock dress.

Show stopping: Kelly Rowland chose a feathered and embellished Falguni & Shane Peacock dress which she teamed with a pair of spiked Christian Louboutin heels

The short frock boasted a feathered skirt, long sheer sleeves and gold embellishment and Kelly teamed the stunning outfit with a pair of spiky black Christian Louboutin peep-toe heels.

The X Factor judge isn't the only star to step over to the dark side for the award ceremony and the singer was joined by Britney Spears, Zoe Saldana and Selena Gomez were also sporting the mysterious look.

Avatar actress Zoe Saldana donned a rocker style black studded cocktail dress by Barbara Bui with a plunging V shape neckline.

Classic: Both Zoe Saldana and Britney Spears chose dark cocktail dresses for the fun afternoon event

Black beauty: Selena Gomez looks stunning in a Gothic inspired black lace creation as she walked the white carpet at the MTV Video Music Awards tonight

Dark side: JoJo donned a black puff ball dress with Jessie J choosing a black sparkling corset and Jersey Shore's J-Woww choosing a dark metallic creation

A sparkling Britney Spears looked stunning and back at her best in a black sequined Moschino mini dress and matching booties as she beamed for the cameras.

Selena Gomez stepped out in a stunning Gothic style high-necked black lace creation.

She paired the intricate Julian MacDonald dress with gold stiletto pumps by Brian Atwood and a gold Ofira cuff and matching earrings.

Back to black: British singer Adele donned a 60s inspired empire waited dress while You Tube sensation Rebecca Black chose a black shorts and cardigan combo

Dazzling: Disney stars Demi Lovato and Victoria Justice both chose silver sequin cocktail dresses

Selena was just one of many female celebrities who chose to wear black for the evening - in fact black was the dominant colour on the carpet.

She accessorised with snake skin heels by Balenciaga and a gold clutch.


Other ladies who turned to the dark side included singers JoJo, Adele, Rebecca Black and Jessie J while Jersey Shore's J-Woww put a spin on the following in a dark metallic wing-sleeved cocktail dress with a plunging neckline.

Geisha girl: Katy Perry donned a pastel coloured mini dress and matching parasol which complemented her pink hair

Colourful: Katy Perry wore four different outfits throughout the awards

Metallic dresses seemed to be a favourite of the Disney stars with both Demi Lovato and Victoria Justice rocking sequinned silver minis.

There were some celebrities who chose to add a splash of colour to the otherwise dark carpet fashions.

'Chivalry is not dead': Russell Brand escorted wife Katy down the red carpet and helped her up onstage for her pre-show interview, while Britney cosied up to her man Jason Trawick

E! host Maria Menounos dazzled in a bright green draped dress which showed off her tanned skin and lean legs.

Jersey Shore's Snooki out her assets on display in a curve defining orange and gold strapless design by Lending luxury and rapper Kreayshawn added a touch of cute with a fun Disney themed dress.

Curves ahead: Newlywed Kim Kardashian arrived solo wearing a backless KaufmanFranco gown

Glamour: Mother-to-be Beyonce showed off her baby bump in a bright orange Lanvin gown, while Katie Holmes wore a short Alaia dress

Other trends on the carpet included pastel colours which were worn by Katy Perry (in Versace Atelier), Nicki Minaj and Jersey Shore's Deena.
While both newlywed Kim Kardashian and Miley Cyrus bucked the cocktail dress trend by choosing long floor length and backless gowns.

Grown up: Miley Cyrus wore a printed backless Roberto Cavalli gown

Here come the boys: Taylor Lautner (left), Justin Bieber and Joe Jonas all rocked their individual style on the red carpet

Boys will be boys: Joe Jonas posed with Joel and Benji Madden of Good Charlotte

Beyonce stunned the crowd by debuting her growing baby bump in a vibrant red flowing asymmetric Lanvin gown as she affectionately rubbed her tummy.
The 29-year-old superstar had not officially announced that she was expecting and her arrival, with bump, on the carpet was the night's number one talking point.

Adding a splash of colour: Maria Menounos chose a bright green draped dress, Snooki rocked an orange and gold strapless dress from Lending luxury and Mike Newton wore a gold mini dress

GTL: The cast of Jersey Shore brought the tight and bright style to the awards

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